the pain

lost my phone this weekend

my not-until-1-year-old phone

my nokia N78

my contacts

my built-in music player

my built-in 3.2MP camera

my built-in GPS (personally installed Garmin XT)

my private stuff in the phone

all gone in an instant (less than 1 minute)

was queuing at KTM Serdang on friday morning

listening to my songs as usual while i wait

saw a coursemate there

stopped my music, took off my earphones and talked to her

the train arrives

squeezed into the train together with the crowd

that time was awfully crowded

had my eyes on my luggage

but lost my attention on my phone

after i entered i looked out for my coursemate

she made it in

warned her about pickpockets

at the same time checked my pocket

my phone is gone!!

without realising

my phone was stolen

recalled back that there was one person squeezing out of the train

at the last moment when the doors are about to close

he took my phone

damn it!! he took my phone with him

my coursemate also recalled seeing him went pass her when she was entering

i used her phone to call mine

the call went through and i heard noises

and then it was cut off

i tried a few times again but the call was dropped

the other passengers noticed that there was something wrong

i told them my phone is stolen

without providing any help an elder malay guy said some bullshit

"why so not careful" in malay

if i'm careful i wont lost my phone anyway

"try calling your phone" also in malay

ya right, as if i'm not doing it right now

"next time be careful abit" the only language he knows, malay

i don't want another next time

you want it, let it happen to you

damn fool!!

save the lecture to yourself

i just want my phone back

which is never and impossible to happen

i tried calling again

but my phone is turned off

there goes my half year of hard work

carrying speakers, laying wires, doing dangerous "stunts", long working hours

bit by bit i collected for my "ex-phone" now

lost my mood for everything

feeling sad for my first phone i bought all by myself

even the warranty isn't over yet (1.5 year warranty ar..argh!!)

T-T